Ramadhan kian berakhir II

Ramadhan lepas aku pernah taip perkara yang sama
perkara yang tiada bezanya

menguji diri dan semakin meruncing daripada biasa
balik dan cuci akal dan memori

daripada hitam mungkin ia akan jadi tak berwarna seperti selalu

lari dan lari
Ramadhan kian berakhir

atau ini yang terakhir?

tua

selamat ulangtahun tua buat diri sendiri
dah tua
jadi sila jadi waras seadanya

tak perlu bijak
hanya perlu rasional dalam apa saja

tahniah
kamu tua

senyum

hingga mati
harapnya

How to choose?

they came.
furiously
without any concern
how I feel

which one or
how to manage it
either one or none to be chosen?

either one to be let go or trying to shake it well
and adapt it until the end

so unfair

Holy Grail

".....And Baby...

It's amazing I'm in this maze with you

I just can't crack the code

One day you screaming you love me loud

The next day you're so cold

One day you here, one day you there, one day you care

You're so unfair sipping from the cup

Till it runneth over, Holy Grail..."