A word that’ll describe thousand mean. But never will give the
main answer. Shit. This is not what I’m going to type. Hell yeah. I’m actually
wants to write something about why I’m always like this.
Why I don’t have a special boyfriend? Well, it because I don’t
want to have any. I don’t want to belong to anybody. Just want to be me. It’s
complicated when I want to describe how I want to love someone who never wants
me to love. Same as others, they said they love everyone but it’s just a lie as
they don’t know how to express what they feel. So they just pretend that’s the
best way to make someone amazed with their existing.
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| Note: This is not a love story! |
It kind creepy to type something liked this but it’s true and
believe me that’s the truth is always the ugliest!
I love music, I love movie I love drama in life that will show how
we live in this world. So tell me that movie, song, drama is created to
describe how people live in reality but they never want to admit it that’s what
they felt all day.
Those say that they will never be the same after cheating on the
same issues. But at least it showed that it’s the same damn thing!
What will makes you look cool, happy and always have an answer to
everybody? Oh Craps I don’t know what the main issue I want to type at here
now. My head just spinning and my heart feel like it want to explode as I want
to tell to the world how bad I am in this world in finding someone to be love!
“You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is
complete and utter bullshit.” – 500 days of Summer.
Like destiny, love, fairy tale, soul mate and everything that so
merry chilling life!
But it was meant to be. Everything that happened is always for a
reason. Just like : What if someone marry to one guy that she never knew that
he’ll exist in her life and she keep thinking what would happen if she go for
movie that day and never meet that guy who is her husband now.
So when someone asked you “have I seen you before?” its mean
everything. Because it’s not fate, miracle or any fancy word to describe
reality.
“It was that you can’t describe a great cosmic significance to a
simple earthly event. Coincidence that’s all anything ever is. There’s nothing
more than coincidence.” – 500 days of Summer.
11:11pm Mutiara Damansara
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