Thursday, June 21, 2018

Shitty day

Dear friends
I'm writing this as I want you to know how bad I am to think that one fine day I will leave you without ask forgiveness from you.
I admit I did lots of things that hurt your feeling and maybe that's the reasons you keep a distance between us.
Well as for your acknowledgement I do hurt too. As I can't keep my mind peace.
It's bother me a lot.

I did lose lots of people too and keep trying to do my best to keep the rest I just knew well too.
I did change my behaviour and admitted it's not so easy as I knew I'm kinda changed cuz others sake not for myself and it keep bothers me too.

Outspoken is a dangerous attitude that will drag me down and that's the habit I push off the wall and just see it keep leaving me too.. Its really hard to see its leaving . 😢😟

Well to make others pleased it's not so easy as hell yeah I need to sacrifice a few things and keep sacrificing for those who doesn't even bother bout other and especially me too. 😥

Nowadays I keep forgetting few things and I knew I'm trying to keep the things in right track so no one discover my faulty but I can't. Oh I wish I'm not do it again. What I'm going to do if they knew I'm not capable to cope few multiple job. 😵😱

Hope I will get well soon. I need to be more strong and healthy too. There's a lots lot things I have to do. Bunch of it still pending and friends just want to let you know I will find you before I go.

I will even it's the last thing that I'm capable to do.

Take care. 

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